Monday, May 21, 2012

No baby, for now...

Handmade dress found here.

We have decided not to have a baby right now. That's because every choice we could possibly make in life is up in the air. The tornado that is our world right now is no place for a wee one.

It's a bittersweet choice. I already had an entire pinterest board dedicated to "Pickle #3". I was really looking forward to that sweet smell of a newborn nuzzled in my chest. And, okay I'll say it, I was hoping for a girl to dress up and parade around. But, at this point in life, I wouldn't be able to enjoy any of that.

 I know it's not the most popular choice, but we have to do what's best for our family. Like my hubby says, "It's not never. Just not now."

Whatever : (

-Ash